Something Old, Something Blue, Something Borrowed and All of It Mine: The King on an Icy Throne Sees All
In a misty forest of old-
Where her icy lake beckons the shackles on my ankles;
Anon barbed wires and muddies intentions-
Lay the King of All.
An outstretched hand grasping at his loyal mutts-
He is an ouroboros to humane desires.
Nay, a follower of Mammon dare he be.
Grapes, vines, and chalices lie insolent in the dust-
Burnt lips and angel feathers,
Entwined betwixt the old and new;
And what remains is but blue.
O my heart- behold how my tears trace their wayward paths.
They nip cold at my purple lips-
Could this be the waking of an age-worn curse?
O, am I but mist upon the mirror’s breath?
Why hast thou failed to find me
In this dim world of passionless apes?
I am paralysed by eternity’s gaze-
Yet frozen only from the waist below;
For my mind dares not unmake itself.
Nay, it’s an old friend,
Here lays my secrets
And here I take it to the grave of an icy lake.
The bang of drums,
They mimic my own faltering heart,
And so, my chest sinks lower with every breath I take.
For I cannot bear to not have you.
To be without you is torture
And I would tear sky open just for one glance.
One glimpse of hope filled in thine eyes-
Could bring the wrath of a million gods down.
For there is naught else I would not do for your love.
For you see, self-preservation becomes useless,
And my blood leaves a bitter taste in Dionysius’s mouth.
I hath sullied his grapes with desperation.
With a heaving chest do I place my faith in Gaia once more
Alas, my pleading eyes twinkle once more with newfound hopes.
Yet, I was stabbed as the sun went down on the hills of melancholy.
At peace, was something I never was meant to be.
Not in this lifetime, or the next.
Perhaps, that is my keepsake.
To be frozen and timeless in this lake
Is but a forsaken pleasure-
Would not Dante want to suffer such a fate?
Where intimate memories relay in mine bruised head.
Alas, mine heart seeks to escape.
Why hath you not found me?
Perhaps it would be cruel-
Maybe I am thine invisible shackles.
In a misty forest of old-
Where her icy lake beckons the shackles on my ankles.
Anon barbed wires and muddied intentions
Lay the King of All.